due for a blog

 I felt like I was in a good atmosphere because its rainy and cold outside but I'm in my cozy warm room, laying on my gigantic bed with my laptop beside a nice bouquet of roses, sipping on a warm cup of coffee and eatting sugar cookies. muyyyy bueno.

SO I was sick last week really bad. Thanks boyfriend hahaha, but I'm doing much better now. I just wanted to write a blog today and just say how thankful I am for all that I have. A good car, a comfortable atmosphere I created myself, I great part time job and a terrific boyfriend. SOOO Its been raining all this week and in a way I'm kinda pissed off cause that means no work but you know what that means. SNOW lots and lots of snow and I'm super excited. Apparently I might be going next week with vandy and jasper and who knows who else and go next week but I'm not to sure because I don't want to not go to work. bleh.

I've been debating on getting a tattoo and I know I want one on the back of my shoulder and on my lower back and I already know what I want but I don't want to dish out money for one right now. I have other priorites I have my money set on right now for traveling next year and the snow season. I did a sketch of what I want, I know its plain but I have a obsession for ribbons and lace its just so girly yet sophistcated and mix it with a look of a corset? NICE hahah. I LOVE  LOVE corsets but it never looks right on me because it never stays on because of my boobs

yes its gonna be hot pink. :) what do ya think?

oyyy I think I'm getting sickkkk

haha I told you I would be on this more often.

So I'm watching The First Kid. (do you guys remember that movie?) haha but it just showed Dunkin Donuts. Why can't that have that place around here? I heard that its more in the socal area so that a boo. I hear thier coffee is delcious. Dammnit. I'm not much of a donut person but you know how people have those radom cravings? (I get that A LOT) When i'm feeling like a donut I will go out my way to get one even if it is in the middle of the night. YES THEY HAVE 24 HR donut places. haha OKAY THAT was my random babbling.

Okay so my boyfriend has be deadly sick for the past few days and well we decided to watch the Blind Side yesterday (BTW terrific terrific movie it reminds me of Remember the Titans LOVE LOVE LOVE that movie)  and without thinking I reached over him and grabbed his drink and drank it. Right when the liquid went into my mouth I was like ..... "nooooooooooo" subconciously of course because I was in a theatre. I was feeling all great and all but towards the end of the day my throat was in painnnnnn. Dammit I hate being sick it gets me soooooo upset.

okay end =)

hello xanga.

So here I am sitting in my room sipping on a pumpkin spice latte from Petes coffee and I feel gooooood. I guess this is why I'm on this right now. I was going to start blogging again but I wasn't sure if I wanted to do it here on xanga anymore. I was debating on making something new like the whole Tumbler deal because it seems like everyone is joining that now but ehhhh I crossed out that idea as soon as it came up. I like the whole idea of  keeping one blog and having everything that I write stay in one place. I feel like I'm rambling.

So whats been up with me lately? Nothing much really. Work and the usual responsibilities. You know I have a dog now? Her names Amilli, but I just call her Milli for short because I think her full name is too wierd haha. Damn you Trung. I'm going to have a new baby sister in a few hours, I'm excited but kind of wierded out at the same time but I guess thats should be a normal feeling right? Well I have things I need to get to.

I'm going to be on here more often now.

HAHA THIS BLOG MAKES NO SENSE

School is making me sleep a lot.

I'm so in love

 I love him so much. He is and forever will be my "lobster" (haha tionquico)

So today for some reason I was just in a happy mood. Well actually lately I am and I decide to stop by walmart after I got out of my second job to buy some hairclips for my hair. On that note: Where the hell do my clips go? I seriously and honestly think I buy more then needed every month and they always disappear and you would at least think they would start showing up here and there but they're all gone.

annnnyyyywayyysss so I'm here at Walmart bouncy and calm and everyone around me is so mad and grouchy. Im there saying hi to everyone who gives me eye contact and you know what it made me so happy to see them smile back and say hello as well. I know this sounds really cheesy but whats up with the gloomyness. Sure it was 10 at night but when you think about its like that most of the time all day. Why be mad and upset and ruin 1 day of your life? You know how people talk about how you should be happy and not waste precious moments of your life, well I've seen people follow through with that for like about a week but goes back to being a bitch and bum (GUILTY). I have realized today about and hr ago that I don't want to be like that anymore. It really ruins your whole day and your attitude about yourself and everyone around you. SOOOOOOOOOO i'm happy in general.

 so peeeacceee (ski trip to sierra 011509)